Cancer. I was diagnosed with prostate cancer in February 2010. I was seeing a urologist (bad doctor) for....you know....male problems. I had a biopsy done because my PSA risen very quickly. He called me and left a message on voice mail on a Friday at 5PM. Saying the biopsy results are in and to call him Monday afternoon. Have a nice weekend. Needless to say I had a terrible weekend. What an asshole (getting worse Dr). I tried to talk to him over the weekend to no avail. He left me hanging and I was so pissed off. No dr should ever do that to a potential cancer patient. Aaaargh. On Monday I called his office and demanded to speak to him, he finally called me at 11AM. Told me I had cancer. He immediately said he should do surgery right away. We made an appointment for the following Friday for further consultation. After I hung up with him. I flew into such a rage. I'm at work, and I'm throwing things and kicking my chair and if the walls weren't cinder block I would have put my fist through it. Mad at the dr, mad at God, mad at my parents (genetics), mad at myself and mad at cancer. WHY ME!!!!!! I told my boss my diagnosis and that I have no idea what to do, but I knew I couldn't concentrate on my job, so I took the rest of the day off. Boss was not pleased with me. First of many dissapointments. Too bad.
Friday. Going to see the urologist. Snowing, long drive. We left the house early. I'm about 15 mins away from dr's office. I call to notify him that I'm running late because of the snow and slow going on the roads. Receptionist tells me we have to reschedule the appointment because the dr has to leave. I'm only going to be a few mins late. FOR CANCER CONSULTATION. Oh my God, he can't wait for us. Was he only planning a 15 min consult about the worse thing to ever happen to me??? We get to the office and of course he had left. We were only 10 mins late. Utter absolute rage directed at him but we are yelling at his people. We calm down and ask for all my medical records and appologize to his staff, saying it's not their fault he is such an asshole (the worse dr in the world).
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